lettersiwillneverwrite

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I wonder about the things that never get said.  There are letters that I have written over and over again but have never sent.  I finally did the best I could the other day, and left a letter for my high school boyfriend at the diner we used to go to and felt so much better.  He suffered from bipolar disorder and unfortunately, despite his best efforts and medication, was not able to get adequate treatment.  His disorder was not the reason our relationship ended but after I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in college, there was a lot I wanted to say to him.  I know he will never get the letter I left for him, but I hope that he knows, somehow, that I wish him the best.

It got me to thinking that I can’t be the only one who has something to say to someone but can’t.  So here’s a chance to.  Submit your letters to have them published anonymously.

Filed under recovery writing bipolar letters things i never said unsaid guilt guilty

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I wonder about the things that never get said.  There are letters that I have written over and over again but have never sent.  I finally did the best I could the other day, and left a letter for my high school boyfriend at the diner we used to go to and felt so much better.  He suffered from bipolar disorder and unfortunately, despite his best efforts and medication, was not able to get adequate treatment.  His disorder was not the reason our relationship ended but after I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in college, there was a lot I wanted to say to him.  I know he will never get the letter I left for him, but I hope that he knows, somehow, that I wish him the best.

It got me to thinking that I can’t be the only one who has something to say to someone but can’t.  So here’s a chance to.  Submit your letters to have them published anonymously.

Filed under guilt guilty letters recovery writing things i never said unsaid doubt lost lost and found